MARCH 25th 2016 The day my world STARTED revolving around the SON.  I don’t know why I need to remember this date but I often find myself looking it up. It was the day I found out daddy had cancer. It was Good Friday. I was in the bathroom at Kohl’s when Diana called. When I saw her number on my cell, I knew why she was calling. I don’t know how I knew. It was so real.  I hadn’t been really talking to Di. I was engulfed in my life of pain and hate and the loss of my son. I didn’t forgive her and reminded myself that I told her I didn’t think we could ever be close again when she came to me for forgiveness. That haunted me deep inside. So we were detached and I almost didn’t answer.  But I knew this was the call I so long dreaded.   I often think about the short time daddy had from this day to the day he died. But I have to keep looking it up over and over again to remember it. So I wanted to write it down. And burn it into my mind and my spirit.  MARCH 25th 2016 💔